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13, EDNOS, this NOTE- I DO NOT PROMOTE ANY TYPE OF ED. THIS IS JUST MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS.

Reblog this is you would listen to someone who was suicidal, depressed, anorexic, trans, gay, anything and anyone’s problems.

(Source: axelsroxie)

FUCK

FUCK OFF MOM!!! DONT FUCKIN TRY TO CONTROL ME. ALWAYS “SMILE STOP BEING LIKE THAT THEY’LL ACTUALLY THINK UR MENTALLY MESSED UP” U THINK I GIVE TWO SHITS ABOUT YOU AND DAMN YOUR FAMILY THEY FUCKIN HATE ME. THEY FUCKIN HATE YOU YOUR SOOO FUCKIN BLIND.

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I've lost whatever friends I had all three of them are gone. Thinking I'm a bitch. Guess thats what Ana does to. I have no one to talk to. I'm literally just drowning myself in music. I've been getting into more arguments with my mom lately due to my lack of appetite and other shit. She doesn't know that I friggin stay up all night working out, or how many times I tried purging, or how I have no self confidence to wear skinny jeans or even a shiry without a jacket. She doesn't know and eveb if she did she wouldnt give a shut. So FUCK IT!! I DONT GIVE A CRAP I'LL BE BY MYSELF! I'LL DO WHAT I WANT CUZ I DONT GIVE A SHIT!!
35dls:

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I know. Dont need to remind me.

35dls:

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I know. Dont need to remind me.

My motivation to run!!!

My motivation to run!!!

Love You All!!! ;)

Omg!!!! 113 followers. I ACTUALLY HAVE a 100 followers I’m literally happy dancing right now!! If u Guys want me to post anything I’ll do it!! Remember I’m here for all my followers if u ever want to talk to me or need anyone to talk too. I’m here for you just inbox me your kik or if you live in the USA then I can give you my number.

Stupid Damn Binges!!!!!

So I have my cousins over and it’s really hard to workout and considering the amount of binging I’ve been doing I doubt I’ll lose enough weight before my trip to India. From now on I’m going to be posting my dairy everyday.

Make Me Pretty: "Hundreds more children, aged 5 to 9, have undergone treatment for their eating disorders. " 

toofat2bethin:

This made me immedieatly start crying when I read this in an article. It made me think of these little girls with baby dolls and barbies sitting in their rooms watching disney movies like I did. Now, I realize how much it all influenced me. I never thought that such innocent things that I did as a…

Omg, pro anna,

OMG!! YES!!!

Reached my first goal weight of 110lbs this morning!!!! Plan on keeping it that way!!! Sooooo motivated!!! XD

WTF

so I just got my blood test result back and I have high cholesterol. LIKE WTF!!!!! I friggin workout 4 times a week I’m literally counying every damn calorie and losing weight. Yet my cholesterol is HIGH!!! Someone murder me!!
Anyways my family wants to support me and go on a low carb and fat free diet. Idk if I should be happy or sad!?!?!?

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